Entahlah

I just dont know how it feels right now. Like nobody care about me. I just got all of my tiring day and now my body broken. Hard to breath. Feels like i own all of the problems in the world. Im afraid to confront everything on my face. Im afraid to think all about it. And now i feel very empty with no reasons. I still keep wondering if im still alive or not, cause i dont feel like im still human. My brain will never stop thinking about everything. My eyes will never stop seeing a problems. I wish i can sleep right now, but how if when i slept all of the struggle come to my dream? I dont have a place to stay. Even if only in a dream. Im half alive with a broken body and broken feeling about how hard my life nowadays. Cry.. Yeah i've been tired with all of this tears. Tired to connect with others human who dont care but ask about my life. Oh god, i need your help. I miss being a person who always smile when stromly day come. :) and i'll try to smile.