Liburaaaaaaan!! Oh yeah hell and heaven holiday like usual. Going crazy with my self, doing awkward moment with my brother, and do unusual activities. Its so fantastic weheee!! Start to woke up at 9o'clock, catch my handphone and then tweeting over the day, watch dvd, sleep at the day, not took a bath for about 1 day :D and do another crazy activities in my lovely room <3 tomorrow I'm going to go to Surabaya, I don't now why I wish I could go back to Jkt. Bored being here, and bored feel this feeling, I wish I can got the happiness:)) and do you know? 1 week I'll go to school, miss it so muchhhhhh!!! Want to meet all my friend, teacher and my bf! Huh sometimes I miss the lesson as well :) happy holiday everyone! Hope this one week left become the most wonderful, hope so.
I don't know what I feel now, I just want to tell my feeling here, I feel lonely actually, I miss you, but you can't be here for me, I feel like... Nothing on you. I know you are a busy boy with your activities now and do you know? I always waiting for your text even it's so long to come:) day by day pass I feel usual, I can be comfort with what you doing, but sometimes I can't, I try to smile but it just only hurt my whole body. I hate this situation if you know. Totally I hate being a girl that you can play with it. Although even you don't care about me, I still care and love you, I prayed to god to change you, I tired of being your doll:" I'm human and I need to be loved.
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